SinfulTemptation

I hate you. Would you like to know why? You make my heart start beating while I’m really feeling blue. You never cease to stun me when you’re just being you. You can’t stop smiling at me while I’m trying to be depressed. You're always cracking jokes and you won’t give it a rest! You always listen when I speak and pay me much respect. Your hugs just make me melt and with you I can connect. You make me feel ways that I have never felt before. I never want to leave you, Not ever Forevermore.

Some would say, to be alone is to never have been around others. But though I am surrounded by people, I feel lonelier than I have ever been... Loneliness is having friends, then the move on to something better. Loneliness is their promise, then they go back on it despite. Loneliness is being told to split into equal groups. After this is all said and done, You're the only one left out of the loop. Loneliness is coming home, and knowing no one cares. Loneliness is when you are locked in your room, crying, and no one wonders why you haven't come back downstairs...

We all make mistakes... You all know it. I know it, you know it, Everyone knows it. But when you make a mistake so large It weighs heavy in your chest. It makes it hard to breath, to go on It makes life feel like a impassable test. I feel like the hatchling I am, having done so much wrong. Sis, please forgive me, I am so sorry... I didn't mean to cause you harm... I just wanted what was best for you, I didn't want you to hurt.. I was looking out for your best interests, but I guess I overdid it, huh?... I hurt you just like I thought he would... I hurt you, when I thought I was keeping you safe... I hurt you in your heart, w

You are my inspiration, My life, I only live for you. Little do you know it, I think of you always. Trying to concerntrate on other things happening around. Unsuccessful. So I write, Ignoring everything around me, Hoping that my thoughts of you Will leave me be.